Just talking

I hate getting sick and being sick. I hate being down and out and feeling like I am not in control. I mean I dont always like making choices, but I dont like staying in bed. Ok I lied, I just dont like laying in bed cause I have to. I feel like such a heal, I did not really clean house the last few days. I so enjoyed spending the time with Dan and since I was under the weather and Getting worse, its understandable, but still. Dan works hard so that I can stay home and I feel horrible when he comes home and the house is not clean. I had dishes to do and the sweeping and mopping did not get done. It was picked up and laundry was done and the bathroom was clean, and the vacuuming was done but still. There are tons of boxes in the dinning room, they are to donate but it still looks bad. I did cook dinner every night he was home and his laundry got done. I even had lots of leftovers and I sent them with him on the truck.
Halloween is coming and I do not look forward to getting out all the decorations and doing it. That sounds so bad I know but I just dont wanna. I feel I have so much on my plate now, that I dont want to put it out and then take it all down. I think I will feel better if I do, I mean I LOVE HALLOWEEN. Not for the "evil" people think it holds. I think its great for kids to dress up use there imagination and have fun. I think we need more safe places for the kids to do the trick or treating. I know alot of malls do it and some churches do it. Patrick is just about to the age that he just says buy the candy and I will help you pass it out if you buy me my own stuff.
This will be our first christmas that we will have with OUR stuff and a house to use it. OH crap reminds me, I need to make more Iceicles and such and get them out to my mom. Plus I need to get her wrap done and Dans blanket started and done. Plus I need to find the sewing machine and get her other blanket done. I have one I want to do for her that has the grandkids picture on it. So when she is sitting watching TV, or reading she can cover up and still see her grandkids. Then I need to print tons of pictures so I can scrap book a few and the others put in albums. I have one for mom, grandpa, Anne (patricks other grandma) and maybe one for my aunt, she would love it. OH, you know I should make her a lap blanket, if I have time. I will suggest it to mom and say its from both of us. She would love that.
Well, Patrick just finished practicing his trumpet and he likes watching a few shows with me, so I will start those ice cycles, I should do some snow ball type snow flakes.