Really find out about yourself

When you live with someone you find out alot about yourself. I find that I am the trouble in the house. I guess I put up an air that I am better then everyone else. I dont know what to think. I know while fighting a horrible head cold I had a kidney stone that I was trying to pass. The pain is horrible and I finally broke down and went to ER and they put me on meds and said strain your pee and it should pass. It was a 4 something one. Well I did as directed and on wednesday night I eneded up in ER again. A week and a half later. They said I had passed it sometime that night and I should not have felt the pain but I did. After being a human pin custion I was not in so much pain. Let me tell you a IV put in the upper arm by your arm pit HURTS !!! My roommate thought I was faking the pain, I think but I am not one to go to ER unless it is uncontrollable. I think When I am puking my dinner and everything I ate for days because of the pain, I am not faking.
We had someone come look at the house, I really hope they are not selling it from under us, maybe it would be a good thing cause our roomate might have to find her own place and things might get a little normal around here. Its hard when you have screaming children alot.
I know what I did was the right thing but hey, its not always a easy choice. I think I have been pretty good up to now, and I think I need credit, cause I live like a prisonor in my own home, and I hate coming home when I am away. That has to mean something. I mean its my house and I think I need to take it back, and not feel like I am living in someone elses place. Yeah I know I am all talk, I will do what I always do, hide my head abd back down. I guess that is what you get when your mom has you fear everything in life.
My roomate has has boyfriend over and I guess she has not learned to be quiet, and the whole house knows she is getting some.