just today

Its been a long day, and I just got up, but I went to bed at 4:30 am. Its the only ime I feel my house is really mu house. Its sad when you have to stay up late just to feel at home. Do not get me wrong its better then not having anyone here and babbling but its hard when you have screaming girls. The girls dont feel they have to listen to mom much so they scream to get what they want and do what they want. When mom is not here they are pretty good. The other thing is she uses her boyfriend to watch the girls if he is here she either does not watch them or she has him do it.
I believe in a clean house but not when it means ignoring your children to do it. That or wait til they all are screaming bloody murder to see what is wrong.
We had to show our house the other night and I am not sure if they were really interested, but if we have to move it might be a good thing. If not I might be talking to someone about getting a place. it might wait til we can help her out and if she gets a job, we will see.
we have been doing alot to help her get on her feet and I am hoping soon something happens, I love her and the girls but I will not live a long time like this. I think everyone deserves a fair chance and if I can help out I will gladly, but not forever at some time you have to help yourself.