Monday, November 14, 2011

taking a breather

UGH..... I wanna cry our scream, I feel all bottled up inside. I take on so much and its catching up to me. The holiday season is here and my plate was already full now I got to make room for turkey and stuffing. I have so many projects and instead of finishing one I bounce from one to another. Then someone walks up and asks "whats for dinner". Thats when I realize there is just one more thing to do, oh wait add cleaning the frig and the list goes on.
I am trying to look after myself and every time I close to doing so, something comes up. Granted I let it take priority over me seeing a dr. some is cause I'm scared the other is why do for myself when I can do for my family.
I sit here knowing I have applesauce to can and a room to clean dinner to make and my anxiety builds.
I pray that a little meatloaf and this short second will get me thru the next little bit.

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